50 Questions That Will Free Your Mind/Pt 5

Where has these past 5 weeks went to? They have flown by it seems. It feels as though just yesterday was when I started doing these questions to free your mind. I know I said I would do them over a 5 week course & I have done just that. It has been a fun experience for me & I have truly loved doing it. I hope you all have enjoyed answers as well as doing it too hopefully :) With that being said today is the last day/week for these. Bittersweet to be honest! Today will be 41-50 which will finish the series! Enjoy...

41. If you knew that everyone you knew was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?

Truthfully I do not even like thinking of this question. I mean would you? If I knew that everyone including myself was to die tomorrow I would not be wasting a single precious moment. Instead I would have over all my family, the man of my life, & close friends whom mean everything to me & I would die spending those last moments with them enjoying what little precious time we had left.

42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?

NO absolutely not! I am me & I will always be me. You will either love me for the way I am or not love me & either is fine by me. I think I look cute & so does the Mr & that is all that matters to me & as far as being famous no thanks. I like privacy not having to have my life as an open book to every single person in the world. I do not want to have cameras in my face 24/7 taking pictures of my life whom some does not need to know of. & if you would trade whom you are for one second to be more attractive or to be famous then I pity you! Because god made us whom we are for a reason.

43. What is the difference between being alive & truly living?

Being alive means you are just born & living among others. Being truly alive means you are doing things with your life, your bettering yourself, your family. It means you are living life to the fullest & doing anything & everything you set your mind too in my opinion. Of course we all have our own opinions even I know that.

44. When is it time to stop calculating risk & rewards, & just go ahead & do what you know is right?

Shouldn't we always do what is right? Because I cannot comprehend doing something that is wrong!

45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?

Mistakes are never fun! They lead to failure, wrong doing & so much more! It is always easier to not wanna make them...I know mistakes happen because we all are human & it just happens even when we are not trying to make one. Yes you learn from them but it still does not make them easier. They still can be difficult to comprehend because we do not want to have heartbreaks & such that occur from them! Some mistakes come at a great price while others not so much. 

46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

Hmm! Truthfully I am not sure to be honest... I would like to think I am a pretty open & honest person with whom I am & such now. I Know some do not like it & that is fine its their choice but I love me & I love that I am open & honest as a person. I know some things you may not like or approve of but its my life & not yours so its my choices & decisions to make! I think If I could choose one thing it would be to maybe be even more forward then I am now & always speak what is on my mind verses not saying it so I try not to upset you or hurt your feelings.

47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?

I would say last night. Actually every night! When the Mr & I lay in bed he always is on a different breathing pattern then I am so normally he breathes first then I breath! I know crazy right? I don't know that is just something I have noticed about us which is fine. I mean I am glad he is breathing after all :)

48. What do you love? 

I love my family

I love the Mr 

I love little miss

I love our dogs

I love our life

I love football

I love summer

I love Fall 

I love movies

I love Halloween

I truly love a lot of things & yes I do express this all the time whether its day to day or week to week! I love my life & the people & things in my life :)

49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?

Truthfully no most likely not! I think there will be certain days where big things happened that I will remember yes but do I think I can recall it all no absolutely not!

50. Decisions are being made right now. The question is: are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?

Decisions are having to be made every single day not just right now. I make my own decisions & my own choices in my life. From time to time does the Mr have a hand in them yes just as I do with his but that is what you do when you are in a commitment with another being. Some things are not just up to you its up to the both of you to agree upon things. But where things concern just me solely I make them as does he!